Saturday, April 30, 2011

TOTALLY ROCKED THE 5K!!

Well today was my Get in Gear 5K.  I am so proud of myself and all of the girls that were there with me.  We are all had a great time, yes, even in the rain!!  Tiffany and I planned to stick together since we are so close to the same pace and I think that worked wonders for both of us!  We got in to a really good pace and we held that pace really well for the most part.  Right around the 1 mile mark Tiffany said to me "I think I might have to walk a block or something."  I reminded her of what Tina always tells us..."You can slow down, but you can NOT walk!"  The whole way along I was check in on her and pushing her to keep going and I think part of that was because I knew the longest she'd ran was 1.5 miles and the longest I had run in the past was 2.2 miles, so most of it was for Tiffany but part of the pep talk was for me too.  I hit a wall around 2.5 miles and really was getting very physically tired, but I knew if I walked Tiffany would walk and I wanted to prove to her that she COULD do it and I knew I could too.  So we kept going.  We worked hard to keep our breath and we watched our posture and shook out our arms when they were getting too tight.  We passed lots of people and proved a lot to OURSELVES today!  At one point we thought the start line was the finish line and we picked up the pace....unfortunately it wasn't, we still had farther to go...AND UP A HILL!  At the point where we saw the actual finish line and started sprinting for it, I pulled my quad AGAIN and had to slow down, but I finished at 39 minutes 22 seconds.  I was amazed and very proud of my ability.  When I hit the finish line and started walking around I couldn't get enough in me and was shaking like a leaf.  After 4 chocolate milks, a cup of gatorade, and a bottle of water I was feeling a little bit better, but that's when my ankle REALLY started hurting.  I felt at one point like it was going to completely give out on me, but I kept walking and moving and I survived.

We all went to lunch at Pizza Luce in Minneapolis and I was proud of the food choices as well.  The pizza looked AMAZING and everyone that was with me had pizza, but I chose to go for a large garden salad with grilled chicken and light italian dressing and it was delicious!  The pizza wasn't a huge struggle for some reason, but either way, I'm glad I had the salad.

I came home and napped (I was up at 5am, stretching, eating, and using my foam roller to work out the knots in my muscles) and immediately iced my ankle.  I've been icing it on and off all night and put my support on it, which has helped tremendously.  I have tomorrow and Monday "off" of working out, but I'll be back having my ass handed to me at boot camp on Tuesday.  I hope to atleast get a walk in tomorrow and Monday though!  I think it's a good idea to keep things moving and I'll be doing my foam roller and stretching like crazy to try to keep things "loose".

I just want to thank all of my fantastic girlfriends that were with me today!  I had a great time!  And I want Tiffany to know how incredibly proud I am of her.  It was so wonderful to have her right next to me the whole race!

Me, Tiffany, Em

The Group

My bib number (such a great one too!)

Me, Tiffany, Em, Melissa

Friday, April 29, 2011

Bootcamp last night was great!  We did a walk/run to warm up and even though I HAD to walk the whole mile, which infuriated me, I feel like I got something out of it.  We came back and did a circuit workout and some plank moves in the hallway and guess what....TINA TOOK PICTURES!!!  You'll see my side plank was definitely piked, but I did it and did it the best I could.

Today I texted Tina and asked her what I should do today and tomorrow morning to prep for the 5K we are running tomorrow.  She said "Nice easy walk, drink water, increase carbs.  Tomorrow - breakfast and water, bring carb/protein snack for before the race."  I've been doing better today food wise than I have for a while and I'm so excited for the race tomorrow!!
Side plank - I was totally piked :(

Full Plank

Back Plank - A first for me :)

Sorry about the orientation of the pictures, I can't figure out why they won't post the direction I have them saved as. :/

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Percentage of Obese Adults in the US

When you watch this video, change the view mode to full screen so you can read the percentages on the bottom of the video better.  I DO have to say though that I'm very proud of Minnesota!  There were several times throughout that Minnesota got darker and then went back lighter.  That at least means that we are conscious I would guess and that we are working on it AND Minnesota NEVER made it to "the red".....yet!  Let's keep it that way!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=u1abjGnlfPM

Recap of Yesterday

Well yesterday's plan was to work with Julie and then to run dependent on how I felt.  I didn't run. :(  When I got done with the session with Julie I felt awesome!  My legs were loosened up, I felt like I could hit the ground running.  However it was already 7:45 and I had to be home (10 - 15 min drive) by 8.  Good thing I DID leave too because my husband (over the road truck driver) was due home last night and arrived at the terminal to a flat tire on his pick up truck, so the kids and I had to drive to Blaine and pick him up.

However, I noticed the longer I sat in the truck the more sore my body was getting and by the time I got home I was groaning as I slid out of my Expedition.  The session with Julie was great.  She taught me a few things about how our muscles and joints work, especially in relationship to an injured portion of our body.  We talked about options for my ankle and it solidified the thought that I need to see a chiropractor to see exactly where the pain is coming from (bone vs scar tissue from improper healing).  We started with an assessment of the "issue", which is the fact that when I squat my knees pull in toward each other indicating a muscle imbalance.  After that I was on the treadmill for a quick 10 minute warm up.  As Julie and I were chatting back and forth I was looking at the 3.5 that was the warm up speed on the treadmill.  Was I sweating? No.  Was I out of breath? No.  I looked at Julie and said "Two years ago when I first met you and was working with "E", I had to work my way up to a 3.0 and now 3.5 is my warm up?"  It was an interesting moment in time right there.

So on with the workout.....after the treadmill Julie had me do some foam rolling to break up any knots in my muscles.  She explained it very nicely....let's say you have a necklace that has knots all around it, it's shorter and unable to stretch.  If you remove the knots, the necklace can lengthen....same with your muscles.  You have to work the knots out before you can stretch and lengthen the muscles and unstretched muscles, as we all know, are more prone to injury.  After the foam roller.....lateral walking with the band on my ankles.  Apparently I need the blue band which is the tightest because the green band was not giving me enough butt burn....but oh boy...the blue one definitely did!  After that I moved the band above my knees and did some wall squats with a ball and some ball bridges.  I DID break a sweat.  Even though these were not intense movements, they still warmed me up quite a bit.

Julie and I talked a lot about the changes I've made from when I met her two years ago and how if it weren't for a woman that had a falling out with both of us at separate times we would never have known each other and that would have been a tragedy.  If I would not have been introduced to Julie and boot camp there are a TON of fabulous girls, some of which are ranked among my best friends and supporters, that I would never have known and frankly that makes me a little sad.  I look at "E" as an angel of sorts.  She swooped in to my life connected me with someone that I so desperately needed (Julie) and she swooped out of my life.  My connection with Julie has led to more personal changes and connections with women that I don't know how I would EVER do without, than I could ever have imagined.  So even though I do not talk to "E" anymore and don't care if I ever do again, I would really like to thank her for making such a fantastic change in my life :)

So my "plan" for the coming weeks has changed once again.  Julie has added in some of the exercises and stretching that we did in our session :)  I can not wait to be a stronger, healthier me.  One day, one hour, one minute, one second, one single moment at a time.  This is the first moment of the rest of my life.....let's make it good!

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

New Food/Exercise Tracking Tool

I discovered this food/exercise tracking tool when I got my smart phone and have been using it on my Motorola Citrus powered by Android, but I'm sure they have the apps for iPhones and such too!  Best part??  You can use it online too and it synchornizes everything for you!! SO AWESOME!  It is my new tracker of choice.  I haven't entered any food that could not be found.  Even down to the brand of deli meat they carry in Cub Food's deli!  I've found that it's sometimes easier to do online on a computer, but maybe because I don't have to worry about the touch screen (I HATE my touch screen! LOL)  Anyway, I'm adding it to my resources page and I'm officially making it my official favorite tracking tool!!!  Check it out! My Fitness Pal

Wednesday Refocus

So I think Wednesdays have become my "refocus" day.  Sometimes over the weekend I lose sight of my goals and with the stress of the work week the focus isn't always 100% there on Monday mornings when the weekend is done.  I think my Wednesdays are great for many reasons....we're already half way through the work week, I completed a fantastic workout the night before at bootcamp, I normally watch Biggest Loser Wednesday mornings before daycare kids arrive for the day, and it's a low number daycare day.  This morning I'm just feeling amazing!  My quads felt better when I first got up, but I'm really having a hard time NOT sitting with my foot under myself, which is putting stress and too much stretch on and into my quads :(  It's apparently a very unconscious habitual thing I do.  So needless to say, my quads are starting to hurt.  I've done a lot of stretching and have started recording my food intake already this morning.  Hopefully I can get refocused after Easter and back on the healthy band wagon.

Tonight, I get to work with the first trainer that ever made any kind of difference in my life, Julie Page with Total Wellness Coaching.  She is fantastic and the very first reason I fell in love with boot camp to begin with.  She definitely knows her stuff when it comes to nutrition and exercise and I trust her very very much!  It's kind of ironic, because my first boot camp after a YEAR "off" I expected to have Julie as my trainer and I was so so sooooo skeptical when it was Tina, because I loved Julie so much.  SO skeptical in fact that I almost gave up the $50 deposit and decided against boot camp all together.  I feel AWFUL for feeling nervous at all....Tina is a WONDERFUL trainer and an even greater friend!  I will forever be dedicated to Total Wellness Coaching. These two ladies have done so much to help me along this journey of mine and I appreciate every push, every step up, every burpee, box jump, plank, and "don't stop!".  So needless to say I'm super excited to work with Julie tonight!  I haven't gotten to work with her in a very long time and as much as I LOVE Tina, I miss Julie too.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

OW!

Ok, so this morning I thought my quad was doing so much better and I was more worried about my glute...that changed REALLY quick!  Later this afternoon I was sitting on one of my feet and when I went to pull it out from underneath me I pulled my OTHER quad!  WTH is going on!?!?!  I think I need to keep closer track of what I'm eating.  Tina asked me tonight if I was eating enough protein.  My first thought was "Yes!", but I haven't been keeping track so I guess I'm not 100% sure.  I think it's time to start journaling.

Bootcamp was tonight and I had to modify my lunges, because they were just straight up impossible with my quads feeling the way they do.  I've agreed to NOT sit on my feet anymore even though it IS how I'm most comfortable.  I am in a crazy amount of pain, so it'll be advil + hot shower + stretching + ice will hopefully = decent sleep tonight.

A lot of the girls were moaning and groaning about how challenging boot camp was tonight and I kind of felt bad, because I didn't think it was hard AT ALL! Ok ok ok, maybe the plank, push up, tricep hover, etc set was a little hard, but mostly because it killed my wrists!  If I wasn't in so much pain I totally would've went for a run.

Tomorrow I get to work with my trainer's trainer, Julie, to try to correct my muscle imbalance in my legs.  When I squat my knees pull toward each other.  Excited to work with Julie again!  It's been too long :)

Recap of Yesterday

So yesterday apparently was just NOT my day.  Playing outside with the kids and I somehow managed to pull a glute muscle.  I stretched it out and that seemed to do nothing.  My friend, Emily, planned to meet up at my house and do my 2.5 mile run with me and we did until I made a minor "leap" movement over a tree branch in the road and felt my left quad seemingly tear in two....OW!  Now I know what you're thinking...."Hey dumbass, you should stretch before you run!" I DID!  I stretched for a good 5-10 minutes before Emily arrived.  To top it off I didn't change in to my running socks before I left so I have blisters on the outside of both pinky toes :( Needless to say I didn't end up running the whole 2.5, but I would guess that we probably ran about half and walked the other half.  Either way my ankle was sore and swollen when I got home so I iced it.  This morning when I woke up, both my quad and my ankle were feeling pretty good, but man that glute that got pulled while I was doing nothing but sitting on it is sore as all get out.  LOTS of water today and lots of stretching.  More ice on my ankle a couple more times before I have to leave for bootcamp tonight.

Saturday is the Get in Gear 5K and I'm so excited to do it with an awesome group of girls!!
2 month out - GO COMMANDO!!!  OMG!  It's getting close and I can not even BEGIN to tell you how THRILLED I am!  I missed my last appointment with CMC Prints Charming, so I called to try to schedule another one this week to get our tshirt/possibly tank design laid out and we'll be voting on team names before the order is placed.  Here are a couple of the suggestions :)


Gladiators
Alpha Bitches
Diva Force
Dangerous Divas
Venomous Vixens
Destructive Divas
Camo Clad Cuties
Covert Operators
Delta Divas
Dominators
GI Janes
Major Trouble
Warrior Women
Killer Barbies
Hot Shots
The Elite
Adrenaline Rush
Wild Things

Feel free to share your opinions or vote for your favorite here.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Confession!!

I have a confession to make....I indulged today....A LOT!  Crazy amounts of candy and CHEESECAKE!  YIKES!  Back at the battle NOW!

I DID however do a 45 minutes program on the elliptical and can definitely FEEL that I did something.  Now the hard work comes....compensating for the indulgence today.  Guess I'm just going to have to work extra hard!

Happy Easter all!

Thursday, April 21, 2011

I'm making myself PROUD

So tonight was a little challenging at bootcamp.  We did 3 sprints through Willowbridge's parking lot and then went back in the "gym" for circuits (1 min per station), then back out for 2 sprints, and then through circuits again (30 secs each).  After bootcamp "the girls" and I ran the mile.  It was great!  As I was doing either the bicep curls or the tricep extensions I could SEE my arm muscles flexing in the mirror.  It was so cool!!  All the way home (and I know this sounds weird) but I kept touching my arms.  It's an amazing feeling to SEE and FEEL your muscles.  Minimal whining and groaning and VERY  little slowing down.  I really pushed tonight and so "I'm making myself proud".  I feel great!!

It was WAR!

So I forgot to tell you all about the war I fought last night against a big ugly food monster.  I won every battle and I'm VERY proud of myself!

Smarties CHECK
Tootsie Rolls CHECK
Cheetos CHECK
and the final and most difficult obstacle......DAIRY QUEEN ICE CREAM CAKE!  It fought back slightly, it was there, it was offered to me (more than once) and I was asked if I was SURE I didn't want any..."not even a little piece?" ......I defeated every monster that came my way last night.  I enjoyed a bite of a banana to satisfy the sweet tooth and cravings I was having and drank a bunch of water to keep my hands "busy" and walked away from the war undefeated! 4-0!!  TAKE THAT!

A New Plan

Tina and I were talking yesterday and she asked if I would be open to switching up my routine a little bit and see how my body reacts to something new.  While I was a tad nervous what crazy stuff she was going to come up with I told her I was game.  So yesterday she emailed me this 6 week "plan".  It'll be interesting to see how it plays out.  I may create a new tab to record my numbers for all to see, so watch for that.

April 19 - Bootcamp
April 20 - 1.5 Mile Pace Run
April 21 - Bootcamp
April 22 - REST
April 23 - Kickboxing & 1 Mile Fast Run
April 24 - Zumba & 1 Mile Interval Run
April 25 - 2.5 Mile Pace Run
April 26 - Bootcamp
April 27 - 1.5 Mile Interval Run
April 28 - Bootcamp
April 29 - REST
April 30 - Get in Gear 5K (3.1 Miles)
May 1 - REST
May 2 - REST
May 3 - Bootcamp
May 4 - 2 Mile Hill and Speed Run
May 5 - Bootcamp
May 6 - 2 Mile Pace Run
May 7 - Kickboxing
May 8 - Zumba & 1 Mile
May 9 - 3 Mile Pace Run
May 10 - Bootcamp
May 11 - REST
May 12 - Bootcamp
May 13 - 2 Mile Interval Run
May 14 - Kickboxing
May 15 - Zumba & 1 Mile
May 16 - REST
May 17 - Bootcamp
May 18 - 2.5 Mile Interval Run
May 19 - Bootcamp
May 20 - 3.5 Mile Pace Run
May 21 - Yoga or REST
May 22 - Zumba & 1 Mile
May 23 - 2 Mile Interval Run
May 24 - Bootcamp
May 25 - 3.5 Mile Pace Run
May 26 - Bootcamp & LEAVE FOR NEW BRAUNFELS, TX!!!!!

Game is ON Tina!!  I'm just as excited to see how my body responds as you are!  Thank you so much for ALL of your help.  I can't even begin to express how grateful I am for all that you do.  I will NOT let you down!

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

A week and a half?!?!?!

Ok, first let me just say I'm a slacker.  In more ways than one.  A little over a week ago I felt like maybe I was pushing too hard and doing too much.  I was starting to get "that feeling" throughout my body that I needed to slow down, but I stopped.  The last thing I did was run that 2.2 miles I believe.  I don't know exactly what I was thinking by stopping all together and why I didn't get right back at it after a day of rest.  Either way, the first day of boot camp has me more determined and focused than I've been in a long time.  This journey or mine is exactly that a journey, with a long winding road and this was just a little bump in the road.  The important part is that I REALIZE and admit that I was slacking, but also to know what I have to do to get back on the straight and narrow part of the road.

So last night was the first night back at bootcamp and I loved every painful second of it!  I was not a fan of the 2 minute assessments for Alumni, but I knew I had to do it and that I COULD do it, so I did.  I whined a little and pouted a little bit more, but I did it and it felt great!  I ran my mile is 11:00 flat.  Not horrible, but I know I can do better and I have a 5K to run on the 30th, so I've only got a week and a half more to get trained and ready to run and I SO BADLY want to run the whole 5K (3.1 miles).  My friend Tiffany and I are just about the same pace and last night she was only two seconds behind me for the entire mile and I didn't even know it was her until a little over half way through.  She's doing the 5K on the 30th with me and I'm hoping that we can hang right by each other and finish the race together.  I'm hoping I can find someone that is not racing to be at the finish line taking pictures.  One of my most cherished pictures is the finish line of my first 5K (thank you my dear friend Chris, I miss you!!).  I have NO pictures of the 5K I ran in the 6 degree weather in December, so this time around ESPECIALLY if when I run the whole thing.  I NEED pictures!  So here's the plan.....

Wednesday (today) - run 1.5
Thursday - Bootcamp - run 1
Friday - OFF (per Tina)
Saturday - Kickboxing - run 1
Sunday - Zumba - run 1
Monday - Run 2.5
Tuesday - Bootcamp - run 1
Wednesday - run 1.5
Thursday - Bootcamp - run 1
Friday - OFF
Saturday - run 3.1 - GET IN GEAR 5K BABY!!!

Friday, April 8, 2011

This blog post may not have a title, because I don't even know how to put in to words how I'm feeling right now.  A friend of ours has started running and knew I had started running, so we decided to get together and push each other.  I thought sure I wouldn't be able to keep up with him, but I think I held my own pretty well.  I wanted to walk SO badly but I knew he wasn't going to let me.  He has all different lengths of routes mapped out around town and I told him to pick one and I didn't want to know how far we were going.  So he did....about half way through I was hitting a wall....BIG TIME!  I was having a hard time breathing, but we worked it out.  I had a VERY hard time running slowly.  (My husband will appreciate the following analogy)  It's either I idle or I put it to the boards and tonight I was having a hard time doing the speed limit lol. We got to the corner that was the finish line and Leigh said "2.2 miles"  I couldn't do anything except give him a big sweaty gross hug and thank him for pushing me.  I'm realizing more and more my actual ability and it's because of my fantastic friends believing in me.  On April 30th, I WILL run the whole Get in Gear 5k...if I can get rid of the blisters I got tonight :(  Owie!

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Reflecting

So tonight was great!!  I did Zumba with some of my better friends and then afterward a group of us ran the mile.  Yes, folks, I did it again...I ran the WHOLE mile and did not stop once.  Didn't walk, didn't stop I just ran and it felt amazing.  After I said goodbye to my sitter and her fantastic mama and opened my computer to see my profile picture on facebook and I started crying.  Why would I cry over a picture of myself?  Because for the very first time in my life, I feel beautiful.  I have come SO far in the last 16 months.  Not only have I changed physically (and boy have I!), but I have changed mentally, emotionally, EVERYTHING about me has changed.  I am nowhere NEAR the person I used to be.  I'm better than I've ever been.  I'm fit, I'm confident, I'm getting leaner and stronger every single day!  For once in my life I am very very proud of my accomplishments.  It's getting easier to understand how others look to me for inspiration and motivation and it's overwhelming when I finally realize that I AM worth every ounce of hard work I have and AM putting in.  I'm WORTH the more expensive nutritious foods, I'm WORTH the monthly class fees, I'm WORTH all of it.  There is only one me, my kids have only one mommy, and my husband only has one wife and I can't be replaced.  They all think I'm worth it and so many of my REAL friends think I'm worth it and finally FINALLY tonight I'm starting to see what they see.  I am starting to understand and feel worthy of all of the fabulous things in my life.  I owe so many thanks to so many people for helping me on this journey, but I couldn't have done it without.....me.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Bad idea :(

Last night was not as fun as I'd hoped.  I hate eating in front of the daycare kids, so I really try to wait until they are gone.  Well last night kickboxing was at 6:30pm, so I wanted to leave my house as soon as the last daycare child was gone (6:00pm).  Shortly after I'd left the house I realized that I hadn't eaten anything since the "healthy cookies" for snack with the kids at 3:00pm, so my options were basically don't eat and get light headed, etc or to stop and grab something quick, inhale it, and risk becoming nauseated.  Well I chose the latter.  I stopped at Holiday on the way to kickboxing and got a Cliff protein bar and a banana.  Holiday is not very far from Willowbridge and I was already running a few minutes behind, so I inhaled my "dinner" and took my last bite as I was pulling in the parking lot for WBC.  A little over half way through kickboxing the nausea hit and it hit hard!!  I thought sure I was going to have to bolt for the bathroom :(  Needless to say, I did NOT run afterward :( :(  Tonight is Yoga and I'm just going to have to eat something normal before I go, kids here or not.  Yoga is definitely gentler and requires a little less exertion than kickboxing, but I really really want to run afterward!  So here's to a well fueled day!

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

VICTORY!

So last night because I was hell bent on FINALLY finding some good shoes and because I'm not a HUGE fan of the Core and Conditioning class...I went shoe shopping instead of to class.  I started out at Kohl's because I REALLY did NOT want to drive all the way to North Branch.  Their selection was TINY to say the least, but it looked like they had all the good shoes.  I spent part of quiet time yesterday researching shoes and reviews on different brands and such and Kohl's had all of the shoes that I read were the best.  I was REALLY looking for a pair that were awesome in the way of function and second most important was how they looked.  I know I maybe shouldn't be that picky, but I am.  I really REALLY wanted a pair that were either black and hot pink or white and hot pink, but I refused to compromise performance.  This was probably the biggest reason I wasn't finding what I was looking for.  All of the shoes that I liked how they looked were Nike which didn't EVER have any available in a 10.5, so I started working toward Asics or New Balanace and found that I can easily get away with a 10 in Asics :)  So I found an AWESOME pair!  Like as soon as my foot got in them, it was happy, which made me happy!!  They aren't pink, but they have purple which is the next best thing and the purple is pretty bright!!  I'm so excited to wear them and try them out.


Kohl's didn't have CRAP in the way of dance/Zumba shoes, so I left out of there and decided I was just going to have to suck it up and head to North Branch :(  I went to Famous Footwear first, being fairly skeptical, because I had already checked the FF store in Albertville.  And of course, the sales lady had no idea where to direct me, so I was pretty much flying solo on this one too.  I asked her if she could atleast point me in the direction of the flat thin soled shoes.  I kept Kelsie's shoes in my head thinking those are at least the KIND I need to get.  What better to look at for an example besides your instructor's shoes, right? So anyway, I proceeded to try on Nike, New Balance, Puma, and a couple other brands.  I put both shoes of each pair on and did some hip wiggling and some Apple Bottom Jeans dancing and some jumping and everyone in the store probably thought I was NUTS, but I don't care!  I found my shoes and I love them!  Part of me wants to wear them around the house today because I love them so much! LOL!  Yes, maybe I am nuts.  Anyway, they are a pair of new balance, but very boring looking so I stopped at Target on my way home and bought a little bit of attitude for them :) hehehehe.  Yup, it's confirmed, I'm a dork!

Monday, April 4, 2011

I got to go shopping!!

So our state taxes came this weekend, which meant I FINALLY got to get some clothes that fit after we took care of what the kids and pets needed.  I ended up getting measured and remeasured for bras.  I bought 3 pair of jeans (bogo 1/2 off!! YAY for a deal!), new underwear, and I shopped a LONG time for shoes, but ended up with no new shoes.  So the most exciting thing for me was the jeans.  All three pairs were different sizes because of the cut with the smallest being a 13/14!!!!! OMFG!!!  How awesome!  Smallest pants I've EVER bought.  One was a 15/16 and the last pair was 17/18.  It's amazing how much cheaper "regular" sizes clothes are vs plus size!  Yay for clothes that fit and hopefully I can find some new running and Zumba/Kickboxing shoes sooner rather than later.

Friday, April 1, 2011

TAKE THAT!

So a couple years ago I had a "friend" that pushed me very very hard (in many of the wrong ways) and this friend encouraged me to purchase a shirt that was too small and to hang it in my room so I could look at it every day.  I asked her what size was realistic and she said "well where do you want to be?"  I grabbed a size large at Maurices and she looked at me with raised eyebrows and said "Do you think you will ever be a large?" I said "no, I hope one day to be smaller than that".  She shrugged and I bought it.  It's been hanging in my closet for about a year and a half and last night for some crazy reason I pulled it out of my closet and guess what!?!?!?!?............

"I'm making myself a runner."

Last night again I was caught off guard, but so so so glad I was.  I walked out of Zumba soaking wet and my hip flexors were aching from all the hip shaking that goes on in the studio and Emily says "Wanna run the mile?" So I went and prepped myself a bit and walked out in time to see Tina, who we asked to run with us.  Sara and Kelsie joined us too.  As soon as I saw how many ladies were running I decided tonight WOULD be the night I run an entire mile.  I've never ever ever in my life ran a whole  mile without stopping or walking. Originally I fell back behind the group a little and of course my negative talk started and I had no one to pace with and I can't tell you how many times I almost stopped and walked, but then I hear Tina from the front of the pack with her little headlight shining brightly in my direction and I hear her cheering me on telling me that I can slow down, but I can NOT walk.  I really had to keep telling myself to keep going quite a few times.  And then I see a little headlight bobbing toward me and I knew Tina was coming back to run with me.  She says "It's just me and you" and she starts her ever wonderful positive self talk.  She talked me all the way to the finish line and through the sprint in the last stretch of the parking lot of Willowbridge.  I finished my mile in 10 minutes 42 seconds and then proceeded to bawl my eyes out and hug my friends.  It was an amazing experience with some amazing ladies!  Next goal....to run a whole 5K (3.1 miles).  Last night also proved to me that part of my tax return WILL go to new QUALITY running shoes.  My feet and joint were VERY sore last night.  Either way it was the perfect end to March and a great start of my weekend!