Where to start....

I haven't posted in about 2 months and I will tell you it's been the longest most challenging two months of my life.  Still dealing with drama from the divorce and not receiving child support, I've started a second job doing direct in home party sales, I've almost lost my house, my business, and my livelihood.  I'm an emotional eater and because of the financial stuff have had to give up both boot camp and boxing, which has only added to the stress of life.  I had pretty much given up on myself, but I'm here and back and have restocked my kitchen with the unprocessed, fresh foods that I know are what fuels my mind and body to their fullest.  I've met some wonderful people in the last couple months as well and have gone on a couple little adventures and started learning more about another passion of mine....photography.  Today is the day....MY day.  I can not go any longer on this destructive path.  I will not wait until tomorrow, the first of the month, after the holidays, etc.  It's time to get back to me and the time is NOW...today...this second!  I will NOT put ME aside any longer!  I will not let the stresses of my situation dictate and control my life.  Enough is enough!  November 2nd, 2011 is MY DAY!  I know I can do this!