Starting Tomorrow

I've been through a lot in the last few weeks.  Finalizing a divorce, losing a room mate, eliminating toxic people from my life, budgeting issues, all kinds of fantastic stressful stuff and I'm an admitted emotional eater.  It needs to stop!  I purchased the total body cleanse from GNC this evening and will start it tomorrow morning along with the meal plan (mostly an elimination of carbohydrates).  I'm hoping this will help me jump start my launch back on the wagon.  I haven't completely fallen off, but my feet are dragging and my toes are getting raw and I'm tired of hanging my the tips of my fingers.  I either need to let go, fall on my face, and get run over or I need to suck it up, dig to the depths of my very being, collect the strength and pull myself back up.  I've come way too far to fall now....I've invested too much money, time, emotion, EVERYTHING, I don't have any other choice besides to suck it up and DO THIS!  Balls to the wall!  Cowgirl up and get back on the bronc!  Hold on folks it's going to be one hell of a ride!